(sometimes special people come into our lives, stay for a bit, and then they have to go.
But that's sad.
it is. but the bit where they were here was happy....
wasn't it?)

All my life I've been down, lost it all, never found
Feel I burden everyone anytime I come around
What is it about me, am I too damn ugly?
Or am I annoying? Someone please tell me

It always feels that I can't do anything right, no matter how hard i try...

Always in my head, I don't know why that I'm not dead
I'm fading, try to shine instead but it seems my light's burned out..
Always in the dark, I dont know if I have a heart..
Its been destroyed right from the start, is it beating?
I don't know If i'll ever know.

Every day is a battle I don't know that I'll win,
I'm falling off of the saddle, dying from within.
Everything that I try, sometimes it goes right,
but then it turns into a giant f**king mess.

Always in my head, I don't know why that I'm not dead
I'm fading, try to shine instead but it seems my light's burned out..
Always in the dark, I dont know if I have a heart..
Its been destroyed right from the start, is it beating?
I don't know If i'll ever know.

This is something that I don't think that you understand,
Feels like the universe just wants to bury me in sand.
Ever since I can remember life's been hard
I want it to change.

Always in my head, I don't know why that I'm not dead
I'm fading, try to shine instead but it seems my light's burned out..
Always in the dark, I dont know if i have a heart..
Its been destroyed right from the start, is it beating?
I don't know If i'll ever know.

Bleeding from the soul, I don't think I've ever felt whole
always alone without a home where I feel peace (I guess that's all I'll ever know.)
I had something close, but then it fell in a black hole
I am a failure, nothing more and thats the truth
I guess that's all I'll ever know