https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1LItv8IvVk

I thought I had changed. This composition, or rather its type, is already four years old. Exactly so many years ago I thought I had become different. Even in my first year in college, I began to draw myself like this, and did not attach any importance to it. I thought that everything was fine, a new time had come, an opportunity to express myself, to open up. But I was simply deceiving myself, and successfully. And now I understand that, unfortunately, I remained myself, nothing has changed. Still the same soul, still the same thoughts, still the same lack of goals.
Unfortunately, I remained myself.