Cameron reflects on their situation and conflicts with the collars influence over how they should feel about their appearance.

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By the time Randy stopped bickering with me Alan and Hayley over the fact that some of us actually give a shit about our appearance, I was faced with a conundrum.
The bathroom.

While I was mulling over my choices, Alan rushed into the bathroom.

I ran towards the other bathroom, hoping the others thought I was just in a hurry to get dressed.
I looked at myself, trying to process all the changes. I no longer resembled a human.
Not like I should care.

I had a black fuzz consuming the entirety of my face ears and limbs, white a soft brown coat of wool covered my chest and head.

My favorate part of the transformation was the horns. I was lucky to have for of the since most of the other sheep only had two.
It was strange that I'd ready started refering to myself as a sheep? Did I not care about being a human.
I don't think I did.

I think I liked the inhumanity, I'd always had an interest in monsters, demons, supernatural creatures. Was it truely strange that I'd embrace becoming one myself?

What I didn't like about the transformation was how it made my look like some sort of cute innocient little creature, I'd hated how people decided to not take me seriously due my short stature, and it feels like having a fleece of wool would only make it even worse.
Maybe I wouldn't mind it! Maybe if I embraced it I'd feel happier. Theres nothing wrong with wanting to be seen as something cute and defenseless.

Do I want that though???
Of course I do!

I'm starting to think the formula fucked with more then just my body.