Emo rant now,
yeah we all have bad days its emo STFU
>=[


It's hard living a life when you know you are a bad friend.
Since that is what i have been considered for years in the past
and years to come its just hard. A lot has happened my first year
of college. Honestly all i want right now is a normal year
where i make a few friends, not too close, and do normal
colleges student things with them once in a while.
Perhaps this way i wont be a great friend but not a bad one
either. So here, a little pissed, both at people and myself,
but also a bit sad knowing this has always been "one"
of my labels and feeling like i can't get rid of it. I do have
someone here with me though so at least I'm not completely
alone this time. Thanks for reading. dont take pity.


*btw i really like how my rain came out ^^
Second part
==> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5675308