Running Out Of Options ~
If you've followed me for a while, you would know i've not been welll, mentally and physically. ~
I've been on so many medications and therapy routines to try and fix my mind, emotions, everything. I begged the doctor for help this morning.
Lets just say she said there's not many more medications to try, counselling and therapy isn't working out...but she did all she could on that one phone call to try and calm me down.
The doctor has put me on mood stabilisers, which I will start after Confuzzled, just in case.
Funny how there are people out there who will read/see this and scoff, can't be that bad? Right?
I've hit a killswitch in my life. I'm dangerous and I thought I could fight back, but i'm losing. There's a creature in my head that won't let me sleep, eat or function with people.
Call this a moment where I don't see many more exits. All the lights are off. All the music gone. Everything hurts, full heart and soul.
I'm going to recharge at Confuzzled, or try to. I think I need this escape to get myself back into better form.
Sorry to vent.
Thrasher (C)
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I've been on so many medications and therapy routines to try and fix my mind, emotions, everything. I begged the doctor for help this morning.
Lets just say she said there's not many more medications to try, counselling and therapy isn't working out...but she did all she could on that one phone call to try and calm me down.
The doctor has put me on mood stabilisers, which I will start after Confuzzled, just in case.
Funny how there are people out there who will read/see this and scoff, can't be that bad? Right?
I've hit a killswitch in my life. I'm dangerous and I thought I could fight back, but i'm losing. There's a creature in my head that won't let me sleep, eat or function with people.
Call this a moment where I don't see many more exits. All the lights are off. All the music gone. Everything hurts, full heart and soul.
I'm going to recharge at Confuzzled, or try to. I think I need this escape to get myself back into better form.
Sorry to vent.
Thrasher (C)

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