Been very stressed lately. I've been shaking on and off for the past few days. I actually had to get stress relief pills to deal with the emotional stress in my life right now. :/ It's cause my friends are having lots of problems at home and with diseases and I'm worried about what my boyfriend will think of me telling him I want to be a boy. It's only midnight and I feel like I've stayed up until 5am.

The stress is actually affecting my kidneys, which in turn is affecting my knees and making the joints inflamed. Rather annoying really.

I sit like that sometimes when I feel really tired or stressed. I find it to be relaxing. I can put my for head to the floor when sitting on my ass, and yet I can't touch my toes when my legs are straight out. XD Flexible only some ways. :I