drawn months ago

there was a moment when...when i...when things got emotional.

and ya know. to some people i'm an asshole.

but when it comes to  raphaelslover i care strongly for her.

i dont bullshit. i dont lie. i dont hurt people. (not purposly anyway)

for her i made myself promise that whatever happens i will be there. or atleast try. i will protect her from those who hurt her the most.

and sometimes when i think of her ex's one being the most horrible...it makes me so mad to the point i am raging. and when i rage ....my god. you pray i dont lose it.

>< bottom line is....this person means a fucking lot to me. and i will keep my vow (back when i was 5) i shall not harm, mistreat, abuse a woman.

i will be kind and sweet and loving. i will be loyal and honest. i will be a better man than my father. than all of her ex's.


you know why? because a REAL man doesn't hurt a woman. a REAL man protects a woman.

*stern expression*