Wasting my time for nothing.

can't even do quick vent and wasting another half and hour on this shit post, because I can't draw on my own.

Recently I feel no joy making anything

Watching superior works makes me feel miserable

Anything that should've been inspiring now just reminds my inferiority.

There's no passion anymore

I see no reason to improve anymore

The fleeting moment I feel I might get passionate, might get hyped that all will go pleasant, is instantly crushed.

Guess that's what insanity is, I keep forcing myself to make something, knowing it will never make feel good.