Drawing in tribute to my long lost last girlfriend I had. Lady known on DeviantArt as GardevoirOfSorrow. Portrait in a watch shows her real-life look just as I managed to remember her descriptions after all these years.

We have to remember and care about those who with their kindness proved the real goodness within us. Both ones who are still with us one way or another and ones who disappeared from our lives together. No matter what we think and say about them, we have to remember who we really are thanks to true love that was given to us at some points at least.

This is also why I shall never be an Incel. Because if I had a girlfriend, then it means I definitely deserve love no matter the odds. Even though I’m jealous as an unwilling single, I do try never going hateful to happy couples even though I met some mean ones in my life. No matter the odds I shall never give up and I shall never join the likes of inglorious Elliot Rodger for through I feel my new, future girlfriend being somewhere, keeping my true self alive with power of her love and power of my hope. And as love and hope for it exist, not even the greatest despair and disasters shall lead my journey in search for my unknown future love, who probably might be looking for me too just as much as I look for her.