As I sit on the beach and enjoy the end of a wonderful vacation I think to myself about the wonderful things that are possible. It's sad that it has come to an end but I'm happy for everything that has happened, I really don't want to go back home but I unfortunately have to, I have to work hard so that I can stay where I want to and go on an adventure to have a better life. It's honestly very stressful thinking about all of this but I really hope that I will find the best solutions and have a great outcome. I hope I'll meet the right person that will make me happy and hope that everything goes well. I really do stress a lot about this.My vacation was nice tho, so that's something very positive to think about. I listen to music trying to calm myself down as I hear a dog running somewhere on the beach.