You're not worthless You're priceless. Extremely valuable and wanted. The wolrd will always fight you but put some gloves on and kick it's ass!

I appreciate the sentiment. I've just been fighting my whole life but I'm honestly really tired. It's difficult to have the energy to fight when things keep pushing back. I'm not really trying to get people to tell me the opposite of what my inner thoughts say because I'm constantly told I'm worth it and deserve happiness. I have people in my life who love and support me. But sometimes those praises/compliments feel empty to me when I don't really see any results that prove things will get better.

It's no one's fault, not even my own. I just want to recognize that I'm very tired and really need a break even though it's not possible right now. That I feel like shit and it's valid that I do. It's understandable. I just feel a collective frustration at how the world currently is and how it feels like it's built to just fuck me and people like me in particular.

It can be very hard sometimes but worth the try big time