There's gonna be a lot of text and my sadness

This year has gotten off to a terrible start.
My favorite, my best love boy in the world, my cat Thomas died.
He was playing, running, and then suddenly his heart stopped.
He left me on February 14 and I still can not recover, I feel incredibly bad about his loss, I loved him very much.
Sleep well, my little hero.
A few days after that I was badly bitten by a dog and had to get rabies and tetanus vaccines just in case.
I am completely shattered and have done almost nothing, just trying to recover
This art is an attempt to start painting again.
Hopefully I'll feel better soon.