I'm more than one color, two, which is ... different.
both of my colors belong to each group in some way.
For all colors are found in brown and white.
But even so, ive never had my own color.


just some vent art about how ive been feeling.


the idea that even though i drift from one group to another
interchangeably to feel and be part of something whole
i cant help but think that i have no group of my own
yet, havn't i found that? i wonder if my groups are just
a mix match of different people that normally wouldn't
get along or if they are normal groups that everyone has.
wish i could shake that feeling. it makes me feel... alone.