Insomnia and the darkness of bottomless thoughts
And I'll light a cigarette again
It's so cold and I want to get away as soon as possible
Under the covers and fall asleep faster
But I'm standing there, inhaling the bitter smoke
He's like a native, he's always with me
Only he will support me on a difficult day
Only he will win the whole war with me
And I go back to the balcony again
The ruins of the houses are still unchanged
And my terrible old house is crying
Swinging in the wind and a light song
The attic beams will howl
Wake up pigeons, spring is already on the nose
And I still can't sleep...
and only the scars will remind me
About the pain still not lived through

February 16, 2024