a song about losing what you had (sorry it's a little loud)

Lyrics:
And it's something
No one else sees
And it's something
No one believes
To think I might had it all
To think I would then just fall

Why is it now
I'm trapped down here
Why is it now
I can't reach there
I once was someone so great
Now I find it's all too late

Do you think I caused it?
I don't think I caused it
It's not something I'll admit
It's not something I'll admit

Do you think I want this?
I don't think I want this
All I had is what I miss
All I had is what I miss

And it must be
Some big mistake
And it must be
Something that's fake
It can't just be my own fault
Taste it with a grain of salt

I just want to
Have it all back
I just want to
Fix what I lack
Reversing time for a fix
I would add love to the mix

Do you think I caused it?
I don't think I caused it
It's not something I'll admit
It's not something I'll admit

Do you think I want this?
I don't think I want this
All I had is what I miss
All I had is what I miss

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