Before the fear begins, you are nervous to the point of tears, you think about everything that could come to light, how you are about to make a fool of yourself, months of practice and preparation ruined at the slightest chance that you make a mistake, you wonder why you are doing it. This and of all those who could do this, you are doing precisely this, but the time has come to start and you have no choice but to throw yourself in, while you hold back your tears, little by little the practice shows its results one after another, each time faster. more and more fluid, before you know it you are enjoying it, you remember why you wanted to do this in the first place, it is what you like and that is why you do it not because they told you, you feel alive, and you remember that they asked you if Didn't you want to be the one sitting and enjoying it at least once? Well, of course not! You are enjoying it as much as they are... it is possible that even more, all the thoughts before starting seem silly, you could even laugh at yourself, applause and shouts of emotion and joy, were they there? You were so focused on how it feels that you forgot the large number of people watching, now it makes sense, this could be done by anyone, but if you don't enjoy it it wouldn't be good, because What others receive from this is a piece of the emotion you feel. give them something they can remember for the rest of their lives!

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I had more plans for this but things came up at the last minute T^T

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