Why do I even try, digital or traditional, I cant even draw my own reference sh*t what I took in VRC.
Everybody around me are creative and do stuff, while me...
While I just the same nothing as I was 20 years ago, xcept now I know that the wonder has not happened, and its all me to blame for.
ireallyjustfknwanttodiethereisnothingtoexistfornothingwillbebetteranditseemsimoutoftime