just a little rant rap i wrote over a beat

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take a look at where we are, how it started wasn't typical
always down on luck, rollin round and feeling miserable
never made friends, always been the fuckin outcast
been out on my own, made the best of what i fuckin had

then i met you guys, kinda funny how it happened
i was tryna get my name out, bein so dramatic
finding people in the scene thought fuck it i'mma shoot my shot
made my presence known, made some friends, but now they're fuckin not

i thought you were my family but family doesn't fucking leave
turned your backs on me when i was down and now i'm left to bleed
every shred of hope you gave me in my small pathetic life
ripped it from my very soul now I can't wait to fucking die

Fake friends
they will be your biggest enemy
never ends
i always ruin everything
lost again
reaching out but left to bleed
this is the end
yeah what a shame this is the end of me

take a look at where we are, how it started wasn't typical
always down on luck, rollin round and feeling miserable
never made friends, always been the fuckin outcast
been out on my own, nothing good can ever fucking last.

then i met you guys, kinda funny where we're at
i swear when all this started, man i had a fuckin cat
if memory serves me right i haven't seen my cat in months
but time sure fucking flies when you're living down in the dumps

i thought you had my back but damn it you got butterfingers
slippin through the cracks of life my sorrow always fuckin lingers
every shred of hope you gave me in my sad excuse for life
ripped it from my very soul now I might end it all tonight

Fake friends
they will be your biggest enemy
never ends
i always ruin everything
lost again
reaching out but left to bleed
this is the end
yeah what a shame this is the end of me