You really are feeling down. Wish I was there to cheer you up. But the only thing I can do is tell you that I hope you feel better soon. *cuddles up and gives a hug.*

oh baby im sorry >: i cant help it....

I know but I just wish you would feel better.

i wish too....im sorry i think it just sounds like i keep coming up with excuses as to why i shouldnt do commissions....god that jus makes me feel even worse

What you need to do is to stop thinking like that. Start thinking positive thoughts.

eh it probablly wont happen tonigt, i really need to start working on commissoins

Well promise me you will at least try.

of course

you never should let a heavy heart bring you down so much, not when you have friends on here and in real life. all of us look out for our friends. and we will always be there to lift you back up.

its hard to be optomistic, im happy jordon has me to take care of, and im happy i have friends, but i feel like such a failure and its hard to be happy....im afraid ll never get to do commisssions because im swamped in depression

your not a failure hun. believe me you arent.

i guess..

your far from a failure. i can guarantee it.

What a beautiful piece.

thank you sweet heart

aww....foxy not feelin too happy huh? I light stuff on fire when I feel down.....like 8 x 8 foot wide bofire, and just throw random shit into it, aeresol cans, fireworks (<---a fav of mine) rocks, cactuses (if your in the desert alot like I am) particullarly large bugs (<--again a desert head thing) its actually very calming.....

i do vent art but i cant drawrright now >:

oh....you could glue some matchheads to the underside of a spraypaint can and shoot the underside with a BB gun, so the friction lights the rubber cement and spraypaint spraying out, which creates thrust, which will send it rocketing down the street (your supposed to shoot it on the side of the road around 15 yards away, but the can should be down the middle of the street when shooting) its scares both the living and inanimate shit out of the cars goin' down the road XD

I know this doesn't help much, but one day I'm going to make a song out of one of your poems. Well, anyways, sis, you're not a failure...you can't be because if you're a failure than I must be one too because I left school and all that shit. Just because you don't get something right doesn't mean you're stupid, or anything. I know it's hard to be happy right now, but you can't be sad forever, there's always tomorrow and it's up to you to make it a good day or a bad day. You're human, and not perfect, and life can be horrible but it's what you make out of it that makes it good. I can't make you think positive, or say things will become better just like that but you're going to be okay, just like I'm going to be okay, okay? I love you and I hope things will turn out okay for you. *hugs*

and i know ill love it sissy <3 i hope so too sissy i really just wanna pass...i just wanna walk the stage with my sweet jordon and have my family there with me but i doubt ill get that

But you're so smart, you can't just throw that all away... are you positive that you're not going to make it? :(

maybe sissy i dont know >:

I'm also agreeing with  Kabaje as well....so every thing I wrote doesn't just sound like pyro fun.....

XDDDD

its ok sweety we all have our down times feel better soon ok !! ',..,'

thanks love but i feel like im just making excuses >:

whut's wrong?

eh been feeling like a failure lately, mostly cause of the taks test =~=

aw, did you pass?

no i failed by two questions >:

study for next time?