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This is the first sub-chapter, P-1 of the story. The posts will get longer, promise, just leaving the... "less important" parts short is all.
Life here has been pretty monotonous, looking back at it now. Waking up, eating, learning about some made up concepts and rules, going back to sit and doing nothing because I can’t integrate with anyone, and eventually sleep just to repeat it over again. I can’t even properly speak the same language as everyone. I've picked up a few words here and there but it's an entirely different thing from what I do know, but then again I don't even know what it is that I know. I can tell though that in everyone's eyes I'm some insane person that wound up in the middle of a field and forgot everything, and then mumbles nonsense repeatedly. It does put a slight dent in my mental health that's for sure.
It's been a few years in this place now and while my speech is quite a step up from back in the first few months it's still very plain, but at least I can get some meaning across. It still didn't help with anyone else as they still think I'm a weirdo, and I'm having more events that make me feel like I'm starting to go crazy. It started with strangely lucid dreams, kind of like the one when I first arrived, they don't have much detail and I certainly struggle to remember a lot of it, but I remember a voice talking to me. I'm not quite sure whether it's talking to the dream me as it genuinely feels like it's actively trying to get me to do something or go somewhere, especially that forest from the beginning.
I'm not sure what to make of it all but at least the voice in my dreams is pretty soothing. Maybe I could play along with the insane image of me and make it my little, made-up friend. Who knows, it might keep my wits together well enough until I figure out what happened to me, cause in the end that's what I'm trying to do, find out what I even am. I mean, I sure do look like a human, but I just find other humans so immensely strange, they don't feel the same. I got used to it by now so it's easier but it makes it no less weird. Lately I started wondering though… can I, or even better, what would happen if I were to… talk back to this voice.
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
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File Size 2.5 MB
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