A little something I did for  karishad

I usually use postybirb but I really don't care about this being on any website imaginable. This one's a little bit more personal and important for me so I'm posting it here with a longer comment than usual.

Kar (or Karishad) is probably the first person that made me feel proud of being in the fandom. I still remember when a random day when he reached out for me, and just valued me as a person, shared ideas and joked around, made me feel good about myself despite my awkwardness, and all around offered me support like no other ever did. Since then I have known a lot of people, but still, I think barely a few ever reached him in terms of just being an all around wonderful person talking to me as just another person he wanted to feel better about himself. I thought about all he did and said to me a lot over the years, especially in terms of how I measure real friendship. I don't think many if any at all would even attempt to go as far as he did for me.

Over the years, various circumstances saw us drifting apart a bit, but despite that, I can tell we both never stopped thinking about each other and giving importance to our friendship. I don't know if I matter to him as much as he to me to this day, but it's not really my concern even if that was the case, he's still one of the most important people I've ever met, and I can't help but feel like I owe him immensely.

I wanna be more present for him and I will. I'm never too busy or too tired for a friend. An impossibly strong, proud and amazing one at that.