umm so ya life is going on...... and just have to deal with it. i need to talk to my mom one on one
umm so my bro called me today and told me my mom was asking if she failed as a parent and what she has done to deserve me being gay. i kinda got mad and wrote this.
umm so my bro called me today and told me my mom was asking if she failed as a parent and what she has done to deserve me being gay. i kinda got mad and wrote this.
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i told her Monday
there's 2 other poems up about it to
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5441366
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5441384
there's 2 other poems up about it to
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5441366
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5441384
aw poor you it really touched me what's actually wrong with this world gay or just normal people like lesbian, bi and straight guys or girls, and then what about pansexual there are so many if some really believed in god don't you believe he would have done that for a reason though as they say he created us like himself but still were all different in every way
anyway hope you get through it *big hug*
anyway hope you get through it *big hug*
idk im not really religious and i didnt think my mom was that religious either... other than they pray before dinner umm thats about as religious as they got and now that i came out suddenly religion is a huge issue
im trying to get through it and i think i just need to give it some time :3 thanks *hugs*
sry it took so long its been a ruff week
im trying to get through it and i think i just need to give it some time :3 thanks *hugs*
sry it took so long its been a ruff week
well if you were at your house Mon you would have herd the whole thing.... like Michia i was in the car in front of your house talking to her over the phone
she asked my why i chose this way of life about 7 times i responded--- that its not a choice its who i am every time she asked
she doesn't believe that..... she thinks its a choice
she asked why i like boys --- i responded with I DON'T LIKE BOYS I LIKE MEN IM NOT A PEDOPHILE!!!
she said she is very disappointed in this choice--- no response given (i cried)
she told me not to turn my brother gay my response was--- BAHAHAHAHAHA hes like the straightest kid ever
she asked if i was raped 3 times ----
1st time she asked -> "were you ever raped?" ----
2nd time -> "did your dad ever touch you inappropriately?"
3rd time -> "did Jake (<---- boyfriends name) ever take advantage of you?"
i responded HELL NO TO ALL THE ABOVE!!! and told her how i started dating Jake
she then went on to say my bf is not a good person and hes dragging me down i responded with ---- yelling and telling her i dont want to hear it.
she backed down
she then said that its wrong and in gods eyes and that i am going against god--- i responded--- i dont believe in god
she then started saying the puzzle pieces dont match up and dont work that way i basically told her to shut up..... she did
she told me i should have told them a long time ago and she is mad that i lied to her all these years---- i told her i was scared of what she would have done and that i wouldn't have had a family anymore.... i cried more
umm i don't remember a lot of it because i was basically crying the whole time
she asked my why i chose this way of life about 7 times i responded--- that its not a choice its who i am every time she asked
she doesn't believe that..... she thinks its a choice
she asked why i like boys --- i responded with I DON'T LIKE BOYS I LIKE MEN IM NOT A PEDOPHILE!!!
she said she is very disappointed in this choice--- no response given (i cried)
she told me not to turn my brother gay my response was--- BAHAHAHAHAHA hes like the straightest kid ever
she asked if i was raped 3 times ----
1st time she asked -> "were you ever raped?" ----
2nd time -> "did your dad ever touch you inappropriately?"
3rd time -> "did Jake (<---- boyfriends name) ever take advantage of you?"
i responded HELL NO TO ALL THE ABOVE!!! and told her how i started dating Jake
she then went on to say my bf is not a good person and hes dragging me down i responded with ---- yelling and telling her i dont want to hear it.
she backed down
she then said that its wrong and in gods eyes and that i am going against god--- i responded--- i dont believe in god
she then started saying the puzzle pieces dont match up and dont work that way i basically told her to shut up..... she did
she told me i should have told them a long time ago and she is mad that i lied to her all these years---- i told her i was scared of what she would have done and that i wouldn't have had a family anymore.... i cried more
umm i don't remember a lot of it because i was basically crying the whole time
Damn man; that is cruel parenting for you. My family WOULD be the same way if I said anything, but I kept quiet. How brave you are to stand up and speak friend. I would say this; dont let a book keep you from happiness; a god that would make you how you are, just to make it a bad thing is no god I want to be connected to. Best of luck to you man. *hugs*
y thank you.... i dont know about brave i told them over the phone a state away and i was literary shaking and crying in my car.
and i dont let the book keep me from happiness lol im actually in the mist of reading the bible at this moment :3
and thank you so much for the support :3
and i dont let the book keep me from happiness lol im actually in the mist of reading the bible at this moment :3
and thank you so much for the support :3
You are strong.
By standing up, and spilling the truth, you proved to me that you are twenty times the man your mother says you are.
What put the cherry on the top though, was the fact that you explained;
'I'm going to college.
I strive for success.
I'm out on my own.
I have a true relationship.'
You will move on, and thats amazing.
Your mother's opinion will be there forever, so nothing much can be done there. What can be done though, is how you think of yourself... in the end thats all that matters.
Keep fighting buddy.
'Were all animals in the end',
ZXC
By standing up, and spilling the truth, you proved to me that you are twenty times the man your mother says you are.
What put the cherry on the top though, was the fact that you explained;
'I'm going to college.
I strive for success.
I'm out on my own.
I have a true relationship.'
You will move on, and thats amazing.
Your mother's opinion will be there forever, so nothing much can be done there. What can be done though, is how you think of yourself... in the end thats all that matters.
Keep fighting buddy.
'Were all animals in the end',
ZXC
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