man, im ALWAYS feelin like an imposter


then every now and then i make something im proud of and feel good about it, but then nobody likes it so i feel like i was fooling myself

omg shush ur face u ho, ur arts great. the internet is just hell for any level of interaction right now for artists ;_;
my silly doodles or vents are almost exclusively the only thing i post that gets more than 2 comments anymore x_x;
That's why i've moved almost exclusively to discord nowadays cuz my server actually *interacts* and makes it feel worth it to keep drawing haha rip

it HAS been hell

man, i litteraly tried workin on a com last night and had a panic attack

you two need more snuggles <3

its ok little one~ if it makes you feel better i have give people money for art and received nothing three times now... so even if a peace of art ends up as scribbles on paper at least you actually gave someone something that they have paid for. <3

I don't take money until the arts done anymore, works best for my ADHD (and if I get scammed I can just resell it as a YCH)
it also takes *so* much stress off me, its all about finding ways to work with the mental illness instead of against i'm learning.

i used to do that? but then they would waffle on payment then make off with the WIPs ive sent

yea there is no ease solution sadly... :c

yeah its shitty as hell so most people don't do it,
i'm just in a spoiled enough position that I only ever open in 2 [Closed/Invite Only] discord servers and my slots always get filled
so its all repeat customers / folks way too scared to get punted from the servers to dare scam me xwx;

ADHD is a pain in my rear too. trying to make a Table top game and im all over the place reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I FEEL THIS.

Some of these references pictures people send me are amazing and I like....I cannot do better than that, I cannot match up. Holy hell. D: It sucks a ton and try my best to remind me that they want my touch. My flavor. My Spice of art too.

TWO CAKES. Always remember two cakes. https://i.kym-cdn.com/photos/images.....69/652/771.png

Defiantly need more hugs and reassuring pets

*hugs*
That is a feeling all too relatable :C You make amazing art though, second-guessing one self is a perpetual brainloop that's hard to discard.. But, you still do amazingly pretty art <3