I constantly put up walls around me
And I prevent myself from being free

I reel from the choices I always make
As well as every stupid step I take

I just wish I could turn it all around
But it’s too my mistakes I’m forever bound

But I’m strong enough to leave it in my past
It wasn’t my first mistake, and won’t be my last

I accept the fact that love is out there
I know there is a person that will hold me and care

I always see people so happy together
And I just want that in my life forever

But it seems I have to wait
Wondering about my immanent fate
And it’s every day I spend alone that I hate
But it’ll be awhile until I feel elate

But I’ll try to enjoy every day
Knowing my loneliness is not here to stay

Though I still wish
That my ocean had more fish

And that I wasn’t alone
And had someone of my own

But I know love will return
If I could only learn

That I can’t depress
Or people will asses

That I’m not worth being with
And that my care is just a myth