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~First Real Grieving~

By TheCosmicFool,
posted 2 years ago Weird Furry Artist

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I already know what's it like to lose someone.

I lost my grandparents and pets.

Then again, I was pretty young when most of these happened and didn't have that strong of a bond with them.

But I never lost a sibling before...

She was found dead yesterday from a seizure she had last night and no one was able to noticed for hours until it was too late because she moved to different location and was practically on her own.

She had a seizure facing the wrong way while sleeping and suffocated.

I never lost someone I was really close with, and it's really hitting different for me...

And It's so frustrating too because this feels so preventable, but we all got to careless about it!..

it just doesn't feel real is the thing, especially with how I last saw her.

We meet the day before she died, we watched Loki together and had fun.

Then sometime before she left, she had a favor for me to do for the week until we saw each other again, and now she's gone.

Just like the moments in stories, which is why this doesn't feel real to me.

I'm grateful that the last moment I shared with her was a really good one, but it still doesn't hurt any less knowing that was my last moment with her.

I'm gonna miss her so much man.



But what does that for my art?

Well the thing is, I don't see myself stopping actually.

I'm just not the type of person that does nothing.

 I gotta keep moving, plus I don't got a lot of things I can comfortably do either.

And after thinking about it, I think I'm gonna try and keep up with my daily art.

I think I can use it to help me cope I hope.

Basically, I'll try to keep doing at least 1 thing a day, but I think I'm likely to only do 1 session per day now.

I don't know how long this feeling is gonna keep me down, but the rest of my family are here to help, and I'm sure we'll get through this.

So bare with me if things get slow, and spend more time with those you love.

Because anything could happen...