My emotions make for some good poetry. Sometimes there good or bad, doesn't matter to me. If i get it out, I feel free



I have always hated being alone
Having no one to turn to or call my own

I’ll never have some one to be next to
Nor will I have someone whose love is true

Being alone permeates my life
I’ll never have a husband or a wife

Every one leaves and I’m left forsaken
I’m trapped in a nightmare from which I can’t awaken

No one understands how much I’m hurt
They all insist I keep searching and stay alert

But I know no one could ever love me
Not when an ugly monster is all they see

Everyday I awake I grow afraid
That one day, my life will end by a blade
I should have treated you better or even prayed
But when I let you go, it’s in my heart, you did not stay

Life is nothing without love
I have nothing when push comes to shove

I made a mistake
One I can’t retake

But I want you to know
That I love you so

And that every day
I will always stay
In order to say
I love you so much
And in every way