I just want to say thank you to my friends.
I can't say it directly, but I want them to know it. These past few months have been difficult for me, the worsening of the disease and some aggravating events have completely knocked the ground out from under my feet. You helped me through a wave of hate and self-hatred, I don't know where I would be right now. After all those words, I just think I'm a terrible person.
I also want to apologize to anyone who I may have been rude to or was completely out of resource to respond to. I am haunted by an overpowering sense of obsession. That I am imposing and forcing you to talk with me. I can't do anything about it, just know that I am ashamed of it. I want to be a better dragon than I am, but I make the same mistakes.
I care about all of you, but I am often afraid, lost, and repulsed. So I'm sure you're better off without me, and the voices in my head agree wholeheartedly. I'm sorry. I'm just afraid of boring you. I'm not afraid of being alone, I'm just afraid of realizing that I'm forcing you.
Thank you, my friends, for being there for me. After all these years, I'm ready to believe that friendship exists.
I really want to be helpful to you as well. With a small hope that you also enjoy communicating with me.
I can't say it directly, but I want them to know it. These past few months have been difficult for me, the worsening of the disease and some aggravating events have completely knocked the ground out from under my feet. You helped me through a wave of hate and self-hatred, I don't know where I would be right now. After all those words, I just think I'm a terrible person.
I also want to apologize to anyone who I may have been rude to or was completely out of resource to respond to. I am haunted by an overpowering sense of obsession. That I am imposing and forcing you to talk with me. I can't do anything about it, just know that I am ashamed of it. I want to be a better dragon than I am, but I make the same mistakes.
I care about all of you, but I am often afraid, lost, and repulsed. So I'm sure you're better off without me, and the voices in my head agree wholeheartedly. I'm sorry. I'm just afraid of boring you. I'm not afraid of being alone, I'm just afraid of realizing that I'm forcing you.
Thank you, my friends, for being there for me. After all these years, I'm ready to believe that friendship exists.
I really want to be helpful to you as well. With a small hope that you also enjoy communicating with me.
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You really shouldn't listen to those voices in your head, and I can only agree to whoever wrote this. Communicating with you was a real pleasure and joy! You are an incredibly kind dragon, and you put so much effort into the wonderful drawing you made for Kazy and me. I also never had the impression you were rude or impolite, on the contrary, actually. That's why I commissioned you again because everything was right, nothing is wrong with you. :>
I didn't even noticed it. We all have our issues sometimes, and that's absolutely fine. Apart from this, I haven't gotten the impression anything was ruined, I sincerely enjoyed communicating with you to the very end. Don't let the world drag you down, we are dragons and the world should bow before us. c:
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Hihi! I know we've only talked a few times over YCH; I want you to know I think you are very lovely and nice and one of my favorite artists!
I understand the struggle and I know we don't know each other, but I really hope that things get better even if it takes time 💙
I support you!
Hihi! I know we've only talked a few times over YCH; I want you to know I think you are very lovely and nice and one of my favorite artists!
I understand the struggle and I know we don't know each other, but I really hope that things get better even if it takes time 💙
I support you!
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