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Not so long ago, I thought about what path I have passed since 2019. It was then that my friend introduced me to the term furry and showed me the community itself. As far as I remember, she told me about everything using the example of Amino and YouTube animators. I found it very interesting! At that time I was studying at an art school and it became my hyperfixation. I wanted to draw furries 24/7, even though I was very bad at it.
For a while I tried to copy my friend's drawings just to understand how to draw furries. (I later apologized for that, I'm really ashamed of the child I was). At some point we became a couple, but we broke up and remained friends. I am very grateful to her for giving me the foundation so that I can develop further.
However, this does not mean that I was someone who knew enough to be who I am now.
I didn't fully know what adopts, auctions and trades were. I had to study even when I thought it couldn't be better.
It seems that the more shit I went through in my life, the better I could draw. I don't think it works that way with everyone, but with me for sure. It's like you're being hit on the head and every time you see different things, you pay attention to the little things.
For a long time my selfson was Millow (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53365664/), in very old works self-hatred, self-rejection due to borderline personality disorder and adhd were reflected. (I published them not here, but in VK)
Later, it became increasingly difficult for me to associate myself with her. I don't know who raised us, me or her, but it was a good decision.
Later, Murka appeared (you can see her on my avatar or right in this post)
Murka also endured changes in her appearance, but I think I also changed.
Drawing now, I understand how much I have gone through. How many people I have learned through my occupation and the furry community. It's amazing how many characters were drawn during these 3 years of public activity. I am even more surprised by how many characters of my authorship were given or sold (I think at least 200)
But you know, I wouldn't want to go through it all over again.
For a while I tried to copy my friend's drawings just to understand how to draw furries. (I later apologized for that, I'm really ashamed of the child I was). At some point we became a couple, but we broke up and remained friends. I am very grateful to her for giving me the foundation so that I can develop further.
However, this does not mean that I was someone who knew enough to be who I am now.
I didn't fully know what adopts, auctions and trades were. I had to study even when I thought it couldn't be better.
It seems that the more shit I went through in my life, the better I could draw. I don't think it works that way with everyone, but with me for sure. It's like you're being hit on the head and every time you see different things, you pay attention to the little things.
For a long time my selfson was Millow (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53365664/), in very old works self-hatred, self-rejection due to borderline personality disorder and adhd were reflected. (I published them not here, but in VK)
Later, it became increasingly difficult for me to associate myself with her. I don't know who raised us, me or her, but it was a good decision.
Later, Murka appeared (you can see her on my avatar or right in this post)
Murka also endured changes in her appearance, but I think I also changed.
Drawing now, I understand how much I have gone through. How many people I have learned through my occupation and the furry community. It's amazing how many characters were drawn during these 3 years of public activity. I am even more surprised by how many characters of my authorship were given or sold (I think at least 200)
But you know, I wouldn't want to go through it all over again.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Doodle
Species Dog (Other)
Size 960 x 1280px
File Size 87.6 kB
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