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One of my worst fears is being put in a straight jacket and committed to an insane asylum. Whenever I imagine it, I feel like screaming and hurting everything near me until I get the jacket off. I wonder if i was ever committed, would the experience coupled with whatever the doctors do to me cause me to recede into my own mind and put my consciousness into a completely fabricated reality? If that's possible, is it possible i'm already in that reality? What if i'm destined to be committed in this false world, too? Would I be able to recede again? What if only a day has gone by in the real world while I'm seeing my entire life go by? What if I've been in a non-stop cylce of getting committed and leaving reality to go deep into my own mind, constantly falling further and deeper into my own echo chamber of madness? How many levels down in this dream am I? How do I get out?