Vent art...

I'm a optimist who lives with.. alot and always had to be fair. There comes this dip in feelings, usually caused by circumstances and life, where you really just want to get it over with already or so tired of feeling fucked up and numb. Right now I'm at this place again: I call it the transition.

At the end of it, is transformation. Evolution. Rebirth. What say you. Life changes us and modifies our outlook, usually for the better. But for the time being, I feel like I'm really swimming in it. It feels like you have to keep your head above water... waiting, trying to be strong. Knowing theres a light at the end of the tunnel, but until then... Blbbbbblll~

Don't really want to talk about what I am feeling. I'm usually happy, but here we go again~

Because lifes just unfair. Growth hand and hand with despair.

But, just for a time~