hey guys,
so yeah, i am in between of styles again but also feeling down.
feeling not enough again, expecially when drawing, and it's affecting my time in doing stuff. not sure about my lines or time expended on every part os the process as i am normally already too slow...

i wanna do quality things, but i can't keep up with social media. i just can't.
i can't put content everyday in every single social i have. it's not good everyday, it doesn't feel good all the time, and rushing pieces only feels worse.
still, learning a lot and trying to be consistent on posting stuff is terrible for me. i even got the recommendation of doing short videos and etc, but this is not something that falls under my art... i don't wanna expend time doing things like we see on yt shorts or tiktok: videos full of text-to-speech, extreme jump cuts, lame music on the background... such a nothing burger to me.

i like to show more of the process, try to be better or... sometime.
art is something so important and everything you i do (when i got it right) feels amazing, feels like porpuse! ... and to see it compressed and washed down really frustrates me.

i know that content 'sells' and etc, but sometimes... man... maybe starving wouldn't be so bad if we have to go that low...

idk, just my thoughts at the moment. feeling really unmotivated.