How emtpy can I be?
Can I just pretend for my whole life that I'm fine, that I spend my days doing what I want,
that I have plan to have a happy life, a long time to be who I want to be?
Can I answer the question "How are you?" with a "Oh I'm good!" for an infinite amount of time?
Do I really need to pretend that I care about anything? That I care about how others feel,
that I care about how I feel?
What am I supposed to do after I broke myself to the point where I can't feel anything?
I can't care about anything anymore..

How much pain can I take from hurting myself?
Do I even care about that??

There is an endless, completely empty void inside me that sucks the positive
energy from anyone who tries to break it... who I force to try to break it.


So what to do now..
Should I make this world a better place by getting rid of something that makes it worse?



Artist:  Polunoch


Thank you a for representing my exact thougths and feelings with this beautiful piece of art!