So, i've gotten a lot of "forced" tf over the ages
Ones out of my "control"
or designed to seem like a surprise, but
I found on a lot of levels it was because i struggled to accept that it was ok to enjoy and want it
so, i've been working on that
and this was the first picture of it
of my duet holding my cheeks while i turn into a werewolf for the first time
comforting, and safe

drawn by my go to artist https://twitter.com/nighterrandt