Took a tumble today, DCD and potholes do not mix. The main casualty was my iced latte. T^T The rest of me will heal. My knee is a bit sore and it left me a bit shaken. A nice old couple came and helped but because of past things, I never know how to accept help and feel better. I need to sit alone quietly until I stop feeling so sick after when stuff happens.
Ridlee looked after me as he always does, gives me space when I need it and everything else when I don't. He sat there and helped me hide until I felt better enough. Autism is a bitch, I have the feelings but I can't show them and often don't know what they are.
After I sat trying to do my job. Facing mental health stuff is hard. Sitting there literally realising I can't do this, I am supposed to be able to and everyone thinks I'm supposed to be able to. But I can't. I should but I can't.
It hurts. But it's easier than pretending it's not a problem.
It's been the tip of quite a few things going on, so I'm taking a couple of days off work to make sure I'm ok with everything. So here's my vent art, I feel better now.
Ridlee looked after me as he always does, gives me space when I need it and everything else when I don't. He sat there and helped me hide until I felt better enough. Autism is a bitch, I have the feelings but I can't show them and often don't know what they are.After I sat trying to do my job. Facing mental health stuff is hard. Sitting there literally realising I can't do this, I am supposed to be able to and everyone thinks I'm supposed to be able to. But I can't. I should but I can't.
It hurts. But it's easier than pretending it's not a problem.
It's been the tip of quite a few things going on, so I'm taking a couple of days off work to make sure I'm ok with everything. So here's my vent art, I feel better now.
Category All / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 2280 x 1336px
File Size 636.8 kB
FA+

Comments