pretty sure the full of this is him going down the list of all his love interests

we got the fuckin uhhhhh:
your first ever real friend that fucked you over politically and exiled you from the country you fought to establish
the woman you fell in love with as teens, your wife, the mother of your child that suffocated in the fire of your blood and then you ATE
person who you bonded with over shared Secret Powers and/or Divinity who then betrayed you and blew you up
your first friend's ex husband who is also your son's age

my guy's track record is a fuckshow. i love him

read orphans path: https://archiveofourown.org/series/2170485