I see the reflection of my life in my eyes
I see a person that neglects shouts & cries

I also see a person that will never awaken
He is damned to remain forever forsaken

The more I wait, the more I waist
And the more I see, the more I’m replaced

I see something different inside the mirror
But even as I stare, it won’t get clearer

The image still seems to remain vague
Hiding behind the smoke of burning sage
The mystery sweeps through me like a lethal plague
But I just give up and turn the page

Through my life I’ve never felt care
I fall to my knees and say a prayer
I ignore all the people that stand & stare
But when I open my eyes, I’m still not there

The void in my soul will remain empty
And it’ll stay that way for eternity

I am nothing as I waist away
Knowing everything I have just won’t stay

But with every second that passes and becomes a memory
I go from a person to a summery
No real info to help you know me
All they see,
Is tragedy
Will I ever find meaning like it used to be?
Or will I go through life with an uncertain destiny?

I don’t want to know how it will all end
I don’t have the strength to hold on and mend

I fear one day it’ll be by my own hand
Because I know no one will understand

My life is a dark tunnel without a light
As well as a futureless constant fight
It’s endless and eternal though it seems
It’s a fight, with out a justified means

So tell me why I should remain alive
When my happiness will never thrive
And every day I don’t live, but have to survive

It seems I view this world through blinded eyes
And it’s my friends’ care I fail to realize

And often times there care lies right before me
Yet I still view death as the only means to be free

So I’ll ask this final question…’Why?’
When each and everyone of us is destined to die?





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I put a lot of thought into this