Pretty much what i did in Vball today.

Day wasnt going so well as i predicted. practically having a nervous breakdown by the end of classes and all. Then i remember " Oh yeah! we play against A.L.L school today (easiest team you can play) we cant possible lose to them since we beat them once before. Come game time and what happens!? We FUCKED that up too!! Oh my lord was it an easy team and yet it just kept falling on our side with my team whatching the whole thing. the day i invite my brother and best bud to watch us play and we get beat...Embarrasing as all Hell.

I dont like to lose my cool durring a game since im the captain. And sure if they saw me pissed theyd think all is lost but i couldnt help it. I had to yell at em. was rediculous. i dont want to be the only point maker!...Gah...just wasnt having a good day....but this sure did help me feel better.