The messy desk and haphazard wiring all contributes to the chaotic yet somehow serene scene here. I was still in a pretty rough spot at this point -- dealing undiagnosed and unmedicated ADHD. I was just trying to make sense of what the heck was going on in my brain and why something like this -- a warm, melancholy scene of absolute chaos -- appealed to me... maybe I just wanted to feel warm and comfortable with who I am.