A sound wakes up Ober. He listens for a few moments, then…
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Well, Mum knows I'm a Furry. she helped tape me into my duct tape dummy for my suit! I'm pretty sure she doesn't know the extent of what that means, though… She's pretty innocent. I have to admit a certain amount of fiendish delight at telling her some of the things people do for kicks. She LOVED Jackass the Movie though! With as many kids as she's had, Mum's pretty much immune to weird stuff.
But I don't know that I'll EVER tell her about the diaper fetish, even though the top dresser drawer is pretty much stuffed full at times. I can't imagine she hasn't seen them while restocking my sock supply.
But I don't know that I'll EVER tell her about the diaper fetish, even though the top dresser drawer is pretty much stuffed full at times. I can't imagine she hasn't seen them while restocking my sock supply.
Do you really want to find out?
I don't know; it really depends on the kind of parents you have. One babyfur's mother treated him like a pervert for it. Another's father was incredibly disappointed. You're not likely to get more out of the deal than grim tolerance; I'm certain of that. I know why you want to tell your parents; confession is good for the soul and all that. But I would be swift to remind you of an old Depeche Mode song, The Policy of Truth. Being honest has consequences, and they're not always positive ones.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M2VBmHOYpV8
I don't know; it really depends on the kind of parents you have. One babyfur's mother treated him like a pervert for it. Another's father was incredibly disappointed. You're not likely to get more out of the deal than grim tolerance; I'm certain of that. I know why you want to tell your parents; confession is good for the soul and all that. But I would be swift to remind you of an old Depeche Mode song, The Policy of Truth. Being honest has consequences, and they're not always positive ones.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M2VBmHOYpV8
I well tell you this my mom found out and it was not pretty she sent me to doctors she would go though my room three times a week and destroy what diapers she found at one point she even called her 11 year old son a pedo and told me what they did and what rape was so i completely agree don't tell it took a year without diapers to make her think i stopped so once again don't tell
Funny how they would gladly destroy your life with that kind of shit just because they don't take the time to understand an unusual, but ultimately harmless fetish. People always seem to default to the notion that anyone who desires childish things is a Goddamn pedo.
agreed, Not just with this stuff but for just about anything else deemed "abnormal" or out of standard.
People fear what they don't understand and sometimes would rather kill the abnormality outright than let it be and avoid it (especially if it ain't effecting them)
People fear what they don't understand and sometimes would rather kill the abnormality outright than let it be and avoid it (especially if it ain't effecting them)
sorry i tried to sugar coat it and yes you are right it was and is like prison
the most screwed up thing is my mom was told she could stay with me during admishion at my request I was very angery with her for this but very scared as well so i said yes it would help and at one point they told me to fallow them to a room for an examinantion so I did like i had a choice but them they shut and lock the door before she gets in and strap me to a chair for blood work and tests involving needles which i have a phobie of and to try to calm me down they blindfolded me which made me freak out even worse when that was done i was strip seached and then with out even my mom's concent which i later found out was required by law they did a cavitey search then the next day i'm half asleep a nurse sticks me with a needle to draw more blood and god help me if i could have i would have grabed that needle and stuck her arm and probe for a vain for a munite and say how do you like it so yeah Four Winds very fucked up place sorry for the cursing but that is how a felt about the whole thing
the most screwed up thing is my mom was told she could stay with me during admishion at my request I was very angery with her for this but very scared as well so i said yes it would help and at one point they told me to fallow them to a room for an examinantion so I did like i had a choice but them they shut and lock the door before she gets in and strap me to a chair for blood work and tests involving needles which i have a phobie of and to try to calm me down they blindfolded me which made me freak out even worse when that was done i was strip seached and then with out even my mom's concent which i later found out was required by law they did a cavitey search then the next day i'm half asleep a nurse sticks me with a needle to draw more blood and god help me if i could have i would have grabed that needle and stuck her arm and probe for a vain for a munite and say how do you like it so yeah Four Winds very fucked up place sorry for the cursing but that is how a felt about the whole thing
Thankfully canadian law doesn't allow cavity searches for anyone under 16 without court order and most places (even where I was) never did them - even when i was in the psych ward many times., They will send people to jail for it if caught.. The worst that ever happened to me was being laced an anestetic through orange juice or given a sedative laced lollypop. Most of my trauma was just living under a severely punitive system where you were punished for everything and pretty much under solitary confinement for 60% of the time. (pretty much being told your worthless and useless)
Though I had a seizure episode during an EEG test when i was 7 or 8 where they had to give me a syringe orally (no needle). So thats my phobia EEG machines much like you are with needles (though keep those things away from my neck lol)
I never had to be "tied" down per se because drugs were effective enough to subdue me (I "died" about 4 times on them but was able to come back, thats how heavily medicated I was) heaven knows with how physically capable i was They would actually have to seriously hurt me if they went physical.
Yeah with childhood trauma and down right abuse like that, poeple wonder why were so extreme and desperate sometimes. People also wonder why some of us are so angry and aggressive and untrusting...
Yet they bitch when we give up on being normal due to the crap they try to do to us to make us normal. Then try even harder it seems to the point of killing you....
Its best just to have a good sword near by (not a real one) and be prepared to fight to the death. Because if you don't you wind up spending your life in places that wont think a second to do these things to you without care or concern for you in any way shape or form...
Though I had a seizure episode during an EEG test when i was 7 or 8 where they had to give me a syringe orally (no needle). So thats my phobia EEG machines much like you are with needles (though keep those things away from my neck lol)
I never had to be "tied" down per se because drugs were effective enough to subdue me (I "died" about 4 times on them but was able to come back, thats how heavily medicated I was) heaven knows with how physically capable i was They would actually have to seriously hurt me if they went physical.
Yeah with childhood trauma and down right abuse like that, poeple wonder why were so extreme and desperate sometimes. People also wonder why some of us are so angry and aggressive and untrusting...
Yet they bitch when we give up on being normal due to the crap they try to do to us to make us normal. Then try even harder it seems to the point of killing you....
Its best just to have a good sword near by (not a real one) and be prepared to fight to the death. Because if you don't you wind up spending your life in places that wont think a second to do these things to you without care or concern for you in any way shape or form...
suprisingly they had never sedated me so when they blindfolded me i still felt everything they did and for a so called doctor mine was more like a butcher when taking the blood could find a vein for about a whole minute and screwed up my arm for a while i really thought i was going to die in that place and when i told my mom all this she all she says is it wasn't that bad stop lying that know what there doing so chances of sueing none because one my mom thinks i made that stuff up and two the doctor said that this was dilutions brought on by stress and my so called condition so no one believes me and i really have no physical evidence to prove this happened so thanks a lot mom for ruining yet again another part of my life
I actually "DID" die though like you its something no one will ever belive me.... Research "out of body experience" and youll understand a bit more...
Though there is trauma associated with such things when your not capable of understanding whats going on. Its very sad and sort of like what started this whole ober storyline...
Its just with me they stopped once they quit over medicating me when the whole "aspergers syndrome" diagnosis came up and I was seriously close to requiring 24/7 nursing home care due to them piling meds on in an attempt to control my behaviour.
But reguardless I digress...
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Though there is trauma associated with such things when your not capable of understanding whats going on. Its very sad and sort of like what started this whole ober storyline...
Its just with me they stopped once they quit over medicating me when the whole "aspergers syndrome" diagnosis came up and I was seriously close to requiring 24/7 nursing home care due to them piling meds on in an attempt to control my behaviour.
But reguardless I digress...
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buddy dont go there I grew up in places like that from 5 to 16 when they couldnt leaglly hold me anymore
I know how they work lol and it ain't nothing but damn minimum security jail where even your self worth can be used against you should it be deemed necessary.
Its not freedom, no matter what they say
I know how they work lol and it ain't nothing but damn minimum security jail where even your self worth can be used against you should it be deemed necessary.
Its not freedom, no matter what they say
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