Im sorry,

Sorry for being a piece of shit
Sorry to my friends i had to lie
Sorry for not being active enough
I'm tired of this stupid fake persona
Im tired of being this
I just want to be the real me
I don't know what's wrong with me
I can't control my emotions
This is not who i wanna be
I wanna be something different
But i don't know who i am

I'm sorry

I'm sorry to all the friends i left in the dust.
Sorry that i keep faking everything
I just want to make you all happy.
But instead i made myself the enemy
This was all my fault.

I am the monster here, i don't know how to feel, how to act or how to change.

I'm stressed about everything, that's why i got mad.
And delete my account

I know that all of you hate me, and i understand. I understand that i need to be better but i don't know how to be better.

I overreacted to everything and i don't know how to stop.

I'll take the blame here, all of you are right.

I just don't know how to solve how to think or how to feel.

I just want to be myself but i don't know how.

I regret everything and i really fucking mean it.

Im not lying I'm being fucking serious.

I've could have made a better decision.

Im fucking sorry

Sorry if I'm being pathetic.

I'm sorry if you don't believe me.

Im sorry for everything