FUN FACT : give the extremely abstract nature of "The Origin" a thing that is everything and nothing and impossible to describe, it is something that was almost impossible to find a image of, as a it is quite literally impossible for a human to draw something that is all things and nothing at the same time, i was original going to just use a ? symbol, but I give AI generate art a go and even that had a hard time as it was getting conflicting information as even a AI cant generate a image that is all things and nothing at the same time and it was just making random shit, some funky images but nothing special however after about 1 hour of generating random shit it came up with this one.
witch I really like as it looks like a ever changing, pulsating mass of flesh and stars and it really gives off that unnerving feeling to look at as it dose capture that lovecraftian existential idea of the origin, that singular thing where all things come from like if we take our own concepts we have god and the devil that rule this universe but then when we go beyond creation and reach the edge of the universe we see all other universes and the old beings that exist in the space between this Old gods that are far beyond our god and devil and we can mostly understand that idea that our god and devil were made by these old ones to govern that universe but these things have watched countless universes be born and die, but then who made the old ones that one origin point that has just always existed.
As in may stories like the Norse mythology we hear about Ragnarok (The battle that ends the era of gods).
to many we still have a concept that gods and demons are still born and still die at some point even if it is billions upon billions of years.
where as this goes to the point of what about something that has just always been it was never born as even the very concept of time was not real yet so it has just always been and even when the very concept of time dies when all heaves and hells and even old gods die it will just always be.

ANYWAY THE BIO ITSELF


The origin point of everything, its not even possible to describe this "Thing" as that is all it can be describe as, this thing is the origin point of everything, all the old gods, concepts of things like time and space, all things come from this thing, and even then these primordial beings from before creation that have witnessed entire universes be born and die and born again for eternity's untold even for them that is all they know of "The Origin" and all they want to know as even these pandimensional, omnipresent being cannot even look at "The Origin" without vomiting and having there souls filled with dread.
Even the old god of blood and wisdom "Sanguine" the one being that who's soul existence is to collect information form all worlds and understand everything, even the very concept of wisdom dose not want to understand "The Origin" for it is something that just is and that is all there is to it.

Especially because of Insanity's interaction with it, as Vertigo was not always insanity and mysticism, once long ago she was just mysticism but then she was the 1st and last Old God to look up "The Origin" to try communicate with it and she was paralyzed with well there is not a word, as fear or dread implies being scared of a thing, this was a feeling that could not be explained but she defiantly conveyed the centimes of dread soon after and in reality if it was not the other old gods knocking her down and pulling her away Vertigo would have died?
can a old god die? again all these things are beyond even a old gods comprehension as death implies the releasing of the soul but if you are already a soul? there is no afterlife? at this point what then?
and from this interaction she was driven mad, like she was a different person, like the original had died and there was this new girl inside the cobra body.

As she spoke her voice was different, while there was her normal voice there was something under it, a whisper of some language from a time before and after, some forbidden language from some place that made the old gods feel like terrified little children, just hearing Vertigo speak gave them a headache as if they was not something there was suppose to hear and it took many many eternities for them to finally get use to it and that is only because her voice is layered over it acting as filter in a way, if it was just this other voice they all have a feeling that everything is lost and just want to end themselves rather than listen to this.
with the now embodiment of insanity herself saying about "The Origin"

"I don't know what I saw, I saw everything and nothing, I felt as if I had lived a thousand lives and died thousand more, I saw the baron desolation of a fallen and failed creation, the light of long dead stars that don't even exist yet, a god shaped hole, you hear the echoing screams form a god that is long since dead, you feel the unseen convergence all round you tightening round your neck like a noose, the eye of reality shattered and pulled into myself where the twisted giggles of demons lurk."

keep in mind things like demons and nooses don't even exist yet reality as we know it is not even born and these old gods are themselves fairly new and yet some how despite not knowing what demons and nooses are they already understand what they are she continues.

"We can never understand, whatever this "Thing" is, it has always been and always will be, I want to say it is the 1st and the last, but 1st implies it was born and last implies it will die, but this thing was never born nor will it die, it just exists now and forever and beyond forever, the great dreamer sleeps, awakes and sleeps and it repeats and is the same, always the same for forever and forever and forever again and the primordial things of old dance and swirl and spiral into one point that spirals and swirls and dances outwards into the old.

And so they left, they all left, everyone one of them fearing this "Thing" all getting as far away from it as possible but also having that terrifying knowledge that its there, just forever being there in that one spot "Existing", none every questioning it or wanting to know more because it just "IS".