I shouldn't destructively Compare myself with how good artist's pieces are in popularity. I want to be more better at being and thinking like an artist and getting better at compositions that have more meaningful visuals and meaning behind them then just vague random pretty artwork. I'm not going to let huge artist's get to the best of me even though there are day's I do not feel like an artist at all or I'm not good enough to be an artist. That destructive mindset is only hindering my need to improve and practice drawing and painting. I don't understand how to get out of this destructive mindset.