https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45581778/ my adventure is countinues.

But something changes inside, i think all feel the same right now. The whole previous year, just been a endless nightmare, and my forecasts is not bright right now, because "It can always get worse than before", i don't know when it's all ends. This year shows to me personali, that my environment, can have a two sides, and one of this side, might be not what you thinking about this person. This year showed me, that i alone. My views don't let me make a friendship, because i always waiting a backstab from the "Friends". It may be part of the upbringing I went through myself. Again, all alone. I'm used to being alone, but sometimes it takes a toll on my mental health too.


And now, let's made some results. On the one hand, I see the other side of people, in which I am very disappointed. And on the other hand, every Russian is now under threat, because some madman so wanted to. I am making a correction. I DO NOT SUPPORT PUTIN and his gang, all they must be in The Hague right now, or even better, immediately on the gallows. The best war - war that never happened.


I began to watch the news again, after so many years, and noticed behind me that I had become gray, nondescript, absolutely everything ceased to please me. Every day things get worse and worse. And the question is, "When is this fucking going to end?" does not leave. The joy of life has left me, today is my birthday, but sometimes it seems to me that it would be better, I was not in the world at all...

A set of random thoughts. Let's just call it : Melancholy.