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Hi guys, happy holidays. Been.. a stressful time for me. I did finish this piece but.. its left a really bitter taste from what I put into it. I originally started this piece as a way of manifestation to the growth I've made with myself, becoming a better person, and leaving the ashes of the past behind to a redder brighter dawn.. just like a phoenixs rebirth. However.. someone that was somewhat close, took this piece. They didn't listen to what it meant. They had other plans for my art. I took it down, stopped talking to them, and yet drama still ensued.. the aftermath has.. me hating this piece in fullness. Its part of why I been quiet besides other things going on in my life. I've been discouraged, but.. i seldom make art for myself for the only intention to BE for myself. Not as a example to sell. It was entirely supposed to be my own. But.. it feels tainted. It feels wrong.
Your probably asking me why am I still even bothering uploading it? I do not have a lot of fans. I do not have a lot of following. I do not normally make pieces like this. Its normally pastel and clouds and pretty-cute. I honestly never intended my art to have a pretty-cute style, yet it developed that way.. and while I hate this piece with all my being now. I just want to let it go. Instead of uploading the full version im going to let this sit like this. Cause maybe i do still need time to heal and try to grow. I want to be a better person, I never intended any drama over the piece. I never wanted the message to mean something really bad. I can't exactly change that especially with how I feel. But I have the hope maybe someone else might enjoy it. So, here it is. Sorry for the unusual post. I think from now on i might add a little signature to my art, i hate watermarks with a passion but also want to ensure that there is some protection from now on, on my art. I hope you understand going forward.
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Category Artwork (Digital) / Fantasy
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File Size 1.75 MB
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