Heavy, burdening chains keep me here, locked in looping insanity, over and over. Connections I have, circumstances in my life, all these things form chains that I cannot break. Chains that force me to watch others succeed where I cannot, force me to suffer unfortunate circumstances and betrayal, misunderstanding and mistreatment, torment and agony. Chains that force me to return to this suffering, time and time again. Beyond these chains lie more chains, in another part of my life. I cannot escape these heavy chains.