december lasted like 5 whole weeks to me and my little old heart could barely take it with all the shit that's been happening... trips to visit relatives, christmas with other relatives, and then my aunt having critical health issues and we making an emergency trip to assist with things, and then she passed away a few days after new years... it was really rough on everyone including me. i'm still not fully recovered tbh...

I really liked my aunt she was very religious but she was kind and always wished the best for everyone, even to my cat...

egh, sorry won't ramble again about it here, i've already vented enough on twitter anyway. I don't have the energy to overthink now so i'm just gonna sit and rest my mind.

anyway, im not dead yet. i wanna say ill take some days off even if it means little if i haven't really been doing anything noteworthy lately... the beginning of my year will have to wait a little.