Happy New Year’s Eve 😊

I thought a long time what I should write down here. Originally, I wanted to thank everyone on the picture making my year how it was… every person played a little role making this year good for me.

However, the last months and especially the last two weeks have been the scariest nightmare of my life. My health is skyrocketing downwards, I have lost six kilograms in two weeks, I can’t control my feelings and I just feel… regret for what I have done wrong.

I don’t know what the New Year brings, it scares me and I’m sorry for such a triste post.

I just hope I can make it good again, I hope I can fix what I’m regretting so much, I hope that I can surprise you with new pictures soon again and I hope that the world turns colorful again.

I wish you and your families all the best,
may the next year be full of happiness and smiles,
Haru