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*Again Please note the Original Submission Date: May 11th, 2009! This is just the original post on the entry at deviart, I am not depressed any longer!
Why is everything gone so haywire lately??
yeah i bet you've never seen TAPS so angry, huh?
or is she sad? idk, can't tell.
I've been left out of pretty much everyone's lives.
i walk down the hall in school and smile at my friends; they glance at
me and don't do anything at all. what kind of friend is that?
i've been reduced to a nothing in Funk Band. i was originally the singer, but they took me out of that position cuz they other four people in there are stupid.
my bestest friend in the whole wide world has a pushy boyfriend and now i hardly see her; she's the only thing keeping me alive and if i'm not near her for a certain amount of time i will surely die. i'm so unstable at the moment....
for a change i practiced for my piano lessons last week; four days! instead of one! and instead of giving me a pat on the back and a 'well done' my teacher says 'it should be slower'....well you know what? i'm sick of it all. for once i want someone to do something for me, or better yet I want to do soemthing for myself. all my life i've served others; making sure everyone else had the best of it all. i didn't mind getting stuck with the crappy stuff as long as my friends were happy.
but i'm sick of being everyone else's corner stone, i need someone too! i can't always be the strong one everyone looks up. god i miss my old life where everything was so damn simple and i didn't have to worry about my best friend, where i didn't have to worry about money or my parents, or my brothers.
i don't know what to do now. i won't do anything stupid, but i just need to vent and it seems like no one will listen.
not even my best friend who is off in la la land with her stupid boyfriend.
i'm sorry if this sounds suicidal or offensive or anything, i just need to vent very badly.
so why not express it in art? one of the only things i can do without being stupid.
TAPS (C) De'Anna Alexander
Why is everything gone so haywire lately??
yeah i bet you've never seen TAPS so angry, huh?
or is she sad? idk, can't tell.
I've been left out of pretty much everyone's lives.
i walk down the hall in school and smile at my friends; they glance at
me and don't do anything at all. what kind of friend is that?
i've been reduced to a nothing in Funk Band. i was originally the singer, but they took me out of that position cuz they other four people in there are stupid.
my bestest friend in the whole wide world has a pushy boyfriend and now i hardly see her; she's the only thing keeping me alive and if i'm not near her for a certain amount of time i will surely die. i'm so unstable at the moment....
for a change i practiced for my piano lessons last week; four days! instead of one! and instead of giving me a pat on the back and a 'well done' my teacher says 'it should be slower'....well you know what? i'm sick of it all. for once i want someone to do something for me, or better yet I want to do soemthing for myself. all my life i've served others; making sure everyone else had the best of it all. i didn't mind getting stuck with the crappy stuff as long as my friends were happy.
but i'm sick of being everyone else's corner stone, i need someone too! i can't always be the strong one everyone looks up. god i miss my old life where everything was so damn simple and i didn't have to worry about my best friend, where i didn't have to worry about money or my parents, or my brothers.
i don't know what to do now. i won't do anything stupid, but i just need to vent and it seems like no one will listen.
not even my best friend who is off in la la land with her stupid boyfriend.
i'm sorry if this sounds suicidal or offensive or anything, i just need to vent very badly.
so why not express it in art? one of the only things i can do without being stupid.
TAPS (C) De'Anna Alexander
Category All / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Lion
Size 499 x 499px
File Size 252.5 kB
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