STALKER Monolith/ OC Guit/ Monochrome
The first months after encoding, and at the same time receiving the call sign, are likely to remain a mystery to Denis. He accepted his fate as a given, which can only be accepted.
For a long time, Guit remained invisible to the brotherhood. The reason for this situation lay in the role prepared for him "from above". He became one of the nameless, numerous agents whose task was to find any information about the Suppressor of Aggression that could shed light on his device and at the same time open the way to the restoration of it. Life under the "secret" stamp left its mark on Guit's personality, he became quite withdrawn, quiet, constantly immersed in his thoughts, which were crammed to the top exclusively with work. For a long time, Guit was just a pawn, unquestioningly following the orders of his Elders. If one of them, guided by curiosity or cruelty, ordered Guit to do something suicidal, but at the same time pleasing to the Great, he would do it without hesitation. Serving the Monolith became the very new meaning that kept Denis afloat.
However, over time, on the ruins of the old one, Guit managed to acquire a new personality, not devoid of criticism either to himself or to others. His healthy self-love turned into narcissism, neatness into excessive pedantry and perfectionism, selfishness and exactingness blossomed, which made his society unbearable. More than his exorbitant demands, he exhausted only himself, trying to be perfect in everything, infallible, His beloved son. But the question naturally followed from this — does the Monolith need it, is it, a man-made ideal, as valuable as it used to consider itself? Paranoid love for the Monolith, as well as confidence in the correctness of their actions, sowed a certain amount of doubt in Denis's heart, giving him an impetus to profess his own direction of faith.
It is not known whether disunity in matters of faith and ignoring sermons led Guit’s to this, but soon he began to consider the rest of the brothers blind, who do not hear His call, naturally transferring them to the category of weak-willed rabble, who will never become the same as himself. Blind people and fools could not be trusted with the mental anguish of a new ideal, which led to a huge increase in anxiety, the appearance of paranoia, excessive suspicion. Now Denis did not feel safe even in those rare times when he managed to get to the barracks, have a full rest and eat. The world had become too hostile and stupid, as it seemed to him. Despite the huge number of doubts that arose in Denis's soul, he humbly continued to act in the interests of the brotherhood, not forgetting about his own. However, sometimes this resulted in outright sabotage, destruction of important documents and damage to property. But all this was insignificant compared to the great goal that Guit carried in his mind. And this goal was huge.
For a long time, Guit remained invisible to the brotherhood. The reason for this situation lay in the role prepared for him "from above". He became one of the nameless, numerous agents whose task was to find any information about the Suppressor of Aggression that could shed light on his device and at the same time open the way to the restoration of it. Life under the "secret" stamp left its mark on Guit's personality, he became quite withdrawn, quiet, constantly immersed in his thoughts, which were crammed to the top exclusively with work. For a long time, Guit was just a pawn, unquestioningly following the orders of his Elders. If one of them, guided by curiosity or cruelty, ordered Guit to do something suicidal, but at the same time pleasing to the Great, he would do it without hesitation. Serving the Monolith became the very new meaning that kept Denis afloat.
However, over time, on the ruins of the old one, Guit managed to acquire a new personality, not devoid of criticism either to himself or to others. His healthy self-love turned into narcissism, neatness into excessive pedantry and perfectionism, selfishness and exactingness blossomed, which made his society unbearable. More than his exorbitant demands, he exhausted only himself, trying to be perfect in everything, infallible, His beloved son. But the question naturally followed from this — does the Monolith need it, is it, a man-made ideal, as valuable as it used to consider itself? Paranoid love for the Monolith, as well as confidence in the correctness of their actions, sowed a certain amount of doubt in Denis's heart, giving him an impetus to profess his own direction of faith.
It is not known whether disunity in matters of faith and ignoring sermons led Guit’s to this, but soon he began to consider the rest of the brothers blind, who do not hear His call, naturally transferring them to the category of weak-willed rabble, who will never become the same as himself. Blind people and fools could not be trusted with the mental anguish of a new ideal, which led to a huge increase in anxiety, the appearance of paranoia, excessive suspicion. Now Denis did not feel safe even in those rare times when he managed to get to the barracks, have a full rest and eat. The world had become too hostile and stupid, as it seemed to him. Despite the huge number of doubts that arose in Denis's soul, he humbly continued to act in the interests of the brotherhood, not forgetting about his own. However, sometimes this resulted in outright sabotage, destruction of important documents and damage to property. But all this was insignificant compared to the great goal that Guit carried in his mind. And this goal was huge.
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
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File Size 1.76 MB
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