:O epic poem my friend. and i know how you feel because i feel the same way.. if you ever need someone to talk to or anything im a hop, skip, and jump away.

I may not have suffered the same as you, but I've been there somewhere along the lines.

are you experiencing random emotional pain? I've been feeling like that recently probably because of how much tension was at school. About almost every day last week, i had a test, and I was so focused on those that I was covered in so much tension and emotional pain that I almost took it out on my family. But then, afterwards when I was done with the tests, i felt less stressed. So, is there anything that you are truly focused on? Something that you want done and want no interruptions until it is done?